and on the verge of breaking. My heart is pounding, my throat is dry, my stomach is cringing and at this moment in time, i really want to scream and be left alone, demand NOT to be taken for granted, DON'T go overboard with me, or TRY to test my patience.
I'm still breathing, still working, still keeping my cool. Avoiding conversations whenever i can because i'm not myself right now. I need an output point and i don't need comfort or an opinion.
Just let my mind fart it's poisonous thoughts.