Wednesday, May 30, 2007

For the heck of it...

Caught this stupid fever from Joey's blog. Not surprise by the result, but i think it's based on the horoscope wan lor, since the Diva Joey also got Empress. How can there be so many Empress wan... Cat fight lor...

You are The Empress

Beauty, happiness, pleasure, success, luxury, dissipation.

The Empress is associated with Venus, the feminine planet, so it represents, beauty, charm, pleasure, luxury, and delight. You may be good at home decorating, art or anything to do with making things beautiful.

The Empress is a creator, be it creation of life, of romance, of art or business. While the Magician is the primal spark, the idea made real, and the High Priestess is the one who gives the idea a form, the Empress is the womb where it gestates and grows till it is ready to be born. This is why her symbol is Venus, goddess of beautiful things as well as love. Even so, the Empress is more Demeter, goddess of abundance, then sensual Venus. She is the giver of Earthly gifts, yet at the same time, she can, in anger withhold, as Demeter did when he daughter, Persephone, was kidnapped. In fury and grief, she kept the Earth barren till her child was returned to her.

*yawn*

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Tuesday, May 29, 2007

Cracking

and on the verge of breaking. My heart is pounding, my throat is dry, my stomach is cringing and at this moment in time, i really want to scream and be left alone, demand NOT to be taken for granted, DON'T go overboard with me, or TRY to test my patience.

I'm still breathing, still working, still keeping my cool. Avoiding conversations whenever i can because i'm not myself right now. I need an output point and i don't need comfort or an opinion.

Just let my mind fart it's poisonous thoughts.

Friday, May 25, 2007

Bitch

Was browsing through a stack of dated mags at a newstand the other day; with no intention to buy any of them. This particular very eye catching mag laid there before me. Bitch.

Who, Me?! Oh... *phew*

I like the title, so i bought it. And it's been my favorite dose of wit ingestion before bed since. It's not your typical kind of magazine that are colorful and creatively laid out, but trust me, no one really cares even though if it's all black and white and text-y when it comes to 'Bitch'.

Highly recommended if you're into philanthropies, feminism and eco-activism.

Thursday, May 24, 2007

Gahhh...


That's not the only reason why you should be watching POC 3.
*Not quite a spoiler ahead*
Everyone knows Chow Yun Fatt is starring in it (though tragically brief *ahem*) It's nice to see a hint of asian touch plus some funny cantonese dialogues merged in POC 3, and of course who could ever forget the over commercial tagline "Welcome to Singapore" by Chow Yun Fatt (you mean welcome to temasek right?). Made me wonder how much it costs to get your country a role in a hollywood movie despite the fact that you didn't quite exist at that time-frame of history. Hhmm...

Saturday, May 19, 2007

Perhaps Love

"It Makes you and it Breaks you..."

how true the saying goes *Sigh*

There must be a reason why everyone is made to go through it at least once in their lifetime, for the good, for the bad. We all learn from it. To be wiser, to be tougher, all for the sake of avoiding a broken heart; whether if it's yours or theirs. But can it ever?

I was driving to work one morning when i heard over the radio about when is it the right time to say 'I love you'. It got me thinking... I didn't find it too hard to identify my love for someone or somethings, the only question was if i am loved the same way or in return.

Apparently, some people's feelings are so reserved to the point that they have to learn how to love. Some listeners called up the radio station making a big deal over the fact that you can't just LOVE someone, you have to know them before you love them. Well, duh~ that's why we have vocabularies such as "infatuation" and "crush". And yeah, it's hard to differentiate between those few because they all feel damn good but with different lasting effect. Admitting that we're inlove is like saying we're emotionally vulnerable. We don't want people to know that we're at a breakable state, so we'd rather keep that feelings to ourselves until we're really sure that the other party is on the same boat as us.

But i still believe that when there's true love there, it's undeniable. You might not want to say it but it will show through your eyes, actions and words. Falling inlove is easy i think... but staying inlove is a whole other issue. We find ourselves doing all sort of crazy things when we're inlove. Sometimes to the extend of loosing ourselves and forgetting the world... Insecurity perhaps? Or just plain power of love?

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

Watch Out!

Dooodolls hitting DE soon!

... and i had so much fun interviewing them! *squels!*

Monday, May 14, 2007

Happy Mama's Day!

Dearest Mahmee...


After all that you have done for me; cooking, cleaning, working yours and daddee's ass off to pay for me and kor-kor's education funds including giving me all the support which i couldn't possibly keep track of or pay you back especially with my punnie income... i take this day to say thank you for everything and we love you very much... er, sorry for ruining your acupuncture diet plan with this sinful cake! Hehehe...

Wednesday, May 09, 2007

On trying times...

there's always something to smile about...


Saturday, May 05, 2007

Don't even try to JUDGE Me!

I am still feeling hurt and dumbfounded from the sms i got from someone yesterday.

I can't help but wonder why some people could be so insensitve, self-centred and insecure to the point of putting not just another but a friend on the spot. As much as i want to spill that discomfort i'm feeling, i wont' blitch (blog+bitch) about it. It's just not nessesary to further damage the so called frienship by announcing the so called 'feud'.

Thank goodness we're not stuck with just one friend... i guess i'll be alright... soon enough *sigh*

Tuesday, May 01, 2007

Closer - to my heart



They say scent and sound leaves the deepest impression in our lives. I for one has been greatly affected by the music i've heard throughout what has been my lifetime. And i know, years from now, if i do listen to this song again... i will have that same *squeeze* i felt in my heart when i'm listening to other songs which i remember so very fondly of...

And i dedicate this song to a friend who shares many common thoughts, taste and analytical thinking in life as i do :) Citizen No.020680